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recovering undercover over-lover.
01 May 2015 @ 12:16 am
tell me you're the one that i can call, even if you choke. 
 
 
Current Music: fka twigs - "papi pacify"
 
 
 
recovering undercover over-lover.
27 April 2015 @ 10:37 pm
The thing I like most about working pretty much 24/7 is that it doesn't give me time to cry over the systemic and sanctioned slaughtering and devaluing of my people. Unlike now. 
 
 
 
recovering undercover over-lover.
27 April 2015 @ 10:21 pm

You know you give me love
You know you give me love
In ltraviolet rays
You know you give me love
Ultraviolet...
You know you give me love
Ultraviolet...

 
 
Current Music: fka twigs - "ultraviolet'
 
 
 
 
 
recovering undercover over-lover.
26 April 2015 @ 01:22 pm




This is my new bab, Pensieve. She is beautiful. Dumbledore is still (barely) alive at 6 but pretty much retired. I'm in love...
 
 
 
recovering undercover over-lover.
13 April 2015 @ 06:22 pm

+ my already peeling but--who can complain over $1 polish?Collapse )

Chilin. 
 
 
Current Music: ID channel...lol
 
 
 
recovering undercover over-lover.
Last night a 19-year-old told me I am the OLDEST person they've ever actually liked.

I'm signing outta life.

Just kidding...I'm having too much fun 65% of the time. 
 
 
Current Mood: confusedconfused
Current Music: the two door cinema club - "this is the life"
 
 
 
recovering undercover over-lover.
12 April 2015 @ 10:51 pm
19.  
You mean that much to me
And it's hard to show
Gets hectic inside of me
When you go
Can I confess these things
To you
Well I don't know
Embedded in my chest
And it
Hurts to hold

I couldn't spill my heart
My eyes gleam looking in from the dark
I walk out in stormy weather
Hold my words, keep us together
Steady walking but bound to trip
Should release but just tighten my grip
 
 
Current Music: The xx - Night Time | Powered by Last.fm
 
 
 
recovering undercover over-lover.
12 April 2015 @ 09:41 pm

My lover's got humor
She's the giggle at a funeral
Knows everybody's disapproval
I should have worshiped her sooner

If the heavens ever did speak
She's the last true mouthpiece
Every Sunday's getting more bleak
A fresh poison each week
'We were born sick,' you heard them say it
My Church offers no absolutes.
She tells me, 'Worship in the bedroom.'


 
 
 
recovering undercover over-lover.
12 April 2015 @ 09:30 pm


more recent purchasesCollapse )

I wish I could spoil myself all the time, but alas, I cannot--but God, it's good to spend my money on myself. I also bought 3 bath bombs and a pack of chockers for myself, and my boss' daughters. Now it's time to prepare for my upcoming 6 day work weeks! I have today, tomorrow, and Tuesday off, but I doubt I will get such a luxury for awhile. My lover spoils me too, last week we had carribean pork chops w/ corn and triple chocolate cake. Tomorrow we are having Japanese curry w/ a suprise dessert. He lived in Japan for 3 years, so I expect the curry to be as amazing as he is...
 
 
Current Mood: happyhappy